It has been 4 months since my paternal uncle passed away. To recover the firearm involved from the police custody has become a nightmare. As per the registered WILL in Uttar Pradesh, the right to retain or sell is bequeathed to my mother. Even after following instructions as per the DM and the SDM, we have been unable to procure one single document from the area Patwari at the tehsildar's office.

I have now come to the understanding that the Nuisance value of the Govt. employees/system increase in direct proportion to the helplessness/urgency of the matter.

I am ashamed because I feel helpless to budge the system because there so many women like us who are going from one office to another everyday but there is no justice, only leering men or scheming ones.